Well weigh in was last night and I am GUTTED!

After week 1 of eating anything and everything in sight, and losing 4lbs! This week I realized I really do need to try harder, which I did ! Tried so hard all week and was really good, and at weigh in I lost a grand total of ZILCH! What's THAT all about then?! I am sooooooo gutted !

It has made me realise just how badly I want to lose this weight and how badly I feel about the way I look now! With 3 kids I don't want them growing up being teased for having the fat mum, And I want to be able to run around with them without having to stop after ten minutes b4 I keel over!

Hubby was being very supportive and sweet and saying all the right things but nothing can stop me being really disappointed in myself this week!

Still at least I didn't gain anything I guess that is something!

This week is proving to be a real tester for my will power! Having a particularly stressful week with my youngest little one, one of her teachers thinks there's a chance she has adhd which is something I have thought for a while so we are in the process of getting to the bottom of that and dealing with it all ! Normally under this kinda stress id be raiding the fridge for a quick endorphin rush!!! lol but now I can't !

I think this week is possibly going to be one of the hardest so far!