This is hopefully the belt colour I will have obtained by the end of April in kickboxing. 

What stands between now and then are combinations of punches, elbows, knees and kicks.

As well as some Japanese words (I'm not worried abouut that bit), sparring and other bits and pieces. 

I'm nervous all over again. 

But the truth is I love challenging myself and aim towards something. 

So much so, I've started getting restless again (not with kickboxing) and I'm thinking I may need to start learning something new.

Why do I do this to myself?